Prior to Jeannine's adoption, her adoptive parents had lost several babies over ten years and had suffered tremendous loss. Though she had been provided a home and plenty to eat, things were by no way perfect. At 17, my guest, had had enough. She left home and didn't know what her future would bring. You'll get a chance to hear about both Jeannine's adoptive mom, Carol and her biological mother, Ellyn.
Jeannine's biological mother got pregnant In her early 20's and was unwed. Her family sent her away for months to a facility in Evanston, IL, for single mothers until her baby was born, never to speak of the incident again. Though it was a closed adoption, eventually my guest was able to track down her biological mother.
The unfortunate part of the story was the unsettling abuse that Jeannine suffered at home from a young age. Jeannine was never good enough, she looked different than her adoptive parents and two younger, not biological siblings, she was fat, etc.
"The mental abuse was so tricky"shares Jeannine. A phrase she heard and felt on a regular basis was "you're only good enough if you......... Fill in the blank with 'are pretty, skinny, look like us, etc. Carol would repeatedly say, "girls are so bad, you are so fake, you don't know how to love anybody" continues Jeannine.
Very driven, my guest was on a journey to find herself and her real mother. Jeannine says there was something inside her that was silently directing her to things otherworldly and intangible. She left a successful business career to dive into a more Eastern philosophy of life and spiritual knowing.
Ms. Kim says " she always felt different and was looking for appreciation and acceptance on a regular basis."
For 24 years, Jeannine has been offering healing wisdom and guidance to clients worldwide as an Intuitive Reader, 5D Astrologer, Medium, H.H.P., Yogi, Teacher and Author.
In listening to our conversation, Jeannine will explain, "mother is mantra." She explains further, "I love saying Mother IS Mantra, as the way that all she is (inside and out) or does or says ..it stays with us, it repeats ...all of it (for better or worse)... just like we do with Mantra."
My guest continues, "this is not my story anymore."
THE CRADLE- Adoption agency in Evanston, Illinois https://cradle.org/
BIO
Her main passion is supporting others
in their evolutionary journey with
sustainable, deep, whole Self-transformation
and Intuitive becoming.
intuitive | astrologer | medium | teacher | h.h.p. | yogi | writer santa fe, new mexico
Mystic, Psychic Medium or Intuitive Holistic Healer
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